Mmm, colors
Nov. 30th, 2004 12:07 pmThe bad news? I came in assclown early.
The good news? I leave this hole assclown early.
Not much in the way of hard sleep last night, I find the earlier I need to wake up, the harder it is to sleep. The extra pressure of knowing the faster you get too sleep the more sleep you get, but that makes it even harder to sleep and as time passes into the night the pressure to get sleep becomes greater and you are tired, but have more stress to get to sleep, each cancels each out and you're still stuck at square one. (I know that was a runon, but that's how it feels)
I spent most of my time in that half dozed state. Not awake, not in deep sleep, just a place between the two. This can suck when you need to get deep sleep for an early start. But is my favorite late morning state of sleep on a day off. Just comfy and warm difting in and out of dreams, getting a look at the clock now and then for a sense of time passed, a cat curls up next to you and it seems to last for actual hours. The dreams are also choice, not like the deep REM dreams that can be disturbing at times. These dreams are always color, soft focused and happy, a complete departure from this world, I briefly rouse to see it is only 8:30am, I have a cat and I drift off into the soft focused color again. I briefly rouse to see it is only 9:05am, I have no cat and I drift off into the soft focused color again. I briefly rouse to see it is only 9:45am, I have a different cat and I drift off into the soft focused color again. Repeat until I have to pee or eat, then I get up.
The good news? I leave this hole assclown early.
Not much in the way of hard sleep last night, I find the earlier I need to wake up, the harder it is to sleep. The extra pressure of knowing the faster you get too sleep the more sleep you get, but that makes it even harder to sleep and as time passes into the night the pressure to get sleep becomes greater and you are tired, but have more stress to get to sleep, each cancels each out and you're still stuck at square one. (I know that was a runon, but that's how it feels)
I spent most of my time in that half dozed state. Not awake, not in deep sleep, just a place between the two. This can suck when you need to get deep sleep for an early start. But is my favorite late morning state of sleep on a day off. Just comfy and warm difting in and out of dreams, getting a look at the clock now and then for a sense of time passed, a cat curls up next to you and it seems to last for actual hours. The dreams are also choice, not like the deep REM dreams that can be disturbing at times. These dreams are always color, soft focused and happy, a complete departure from this world, I briefly rouse to see it is only 8:30am, I have a cat and I drift off into the soft focused color again. I briefly rouse to see it is only 9:05am, I have no cat and I drift off into the soft focused color again. I briefly rouse to see it is only 9:45am, I have a different cat and I drift off into the soft focused color again. Repeat until I have to pee or eat, then I get up.