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mojocattIn my previous posts today I listed my mood as "bitchy". This is not true, I am actully cynical.
And do you know what? I enjoy being cynical. I have my most positive feeling of self worth when I am cynical, apathy feels good too. Drepression sucks, happiness is okay, bouncy is fun, geeky is enjoyable, but cynical is where its at.
I like my inner smartass when apathy and / or cynicism takes the wheel. Some of my coworkers have felt the sting of my cynicism. My best example from the past is a coworker who kept asking me annoying questions, when all he really needed to do is use his brain. I gave him very detailed instructions on how to solve his problem.
*Get a gun
*load said gun
*chamber a round
*place gun barrel in your mouth
*pull trigger
He just looked at my blankly for 4 or 5 seconds and asked "you're kidding right?". I replied that I was in fact kidding and proceeded to hold his hand while making the fix.
So just for future refernce, when my mood says "cynical", I am actully happy.
[Poll #358768]
And do you know what? I enjoy being cynical. I have my most positive feeling of self worth when I am cynical, apathy feels good too. Drepression sucks, happiness is okay, bouncy is fun, geeky is enjoyable, but cynical is where its at.
I like my inner smartass when apathy and / or cynicism takes the wheel. Some of my coworkers have felt the sting of my cynicism. My best example from the past is a coworker who kept asking me annoying questions, when all he really needed to do is use his brain. I gave him very detailed instructions on how to solve his problem.
*Get a gun
*load said gun
*chamber a round
*place gun barrel in your mouth
*pull trigger
He just looked at my blankly for 4 or 5 seconds and asked "you're kidding right?". I replied that I was in fact kidding and proceeded to hold his hand while making the fix.
So just for future refernce, when my mood says "cynical", I am actully happy.
[Poll #358768]
